{"id":11603,"date":"2026-01-11T05:15:00","date_gmt":"2026-01-11T03:15:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/laszlo8360.com\/?p=11603"},"modified":"2026-04-03T00:45:11","modified_gmt":"2026-04-02T22:45:11","slug":"pauline-harmange-szettort-helyeken","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/laszlo8360.com\/fr\/pauline-harmange-szettort-helyeken\/","title":{"rendered":"Pauline Harmange: Sz\u00e9tt\u00f6rt helyeken"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>A t\u00f6rt\u00e9netben munkaveszt\u00e9s, \u00fajrakezd\u00e9s, szerelem \u00e9s endometri\u00f3zis is felbukkan \u2014 \u00e9s k\u00f6zben azon kapom magam, hogy a saj\u00e1t bubor\u00e9kaink hat\u00e1rait m\u00e9regetem. A legnagyobb tanuls\u00e1g pedig tal\u00e1n az, amit a k\u00f6nyv egyszer sem mond ki: a h\u0151s val\u00f3j\u00e1ban nincs egyed\u00fcl.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<!--more-->\n\n\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ezt m\u00e9g tavaly tavasszal olvastam. Pontosabban hallgattam: a robot asszony olvasta fel nekem kert\u00e9szked\u00e9s k\u00f6zben.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Valahol tal\u00e1ltam egy toplist\u00e1t a magyar nyelven megjelent kort\u00e1rs francia reg\u00e9nyekr\u0151l. Csup\u00e1n ehhez a list\u00e1hoz k\u00e9pest volt csal\u00f3d\u00e1s a k\u00f6nyv. Am\u00fagy \u00e9lvezettel figyeltem benne a t\u00f6rt\u00e9n\u00e9seket. \u00d6r\u00fcl\u00f6k, hogy r\u00e1tal\u00e1ltam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-left wp-block-paragraph\"><em><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-cyan-bluish-gray-color\">(A fent eml\u00edtett list\u00e1n voltak m\u00e1r Nobel-d\u00edjasok, \u00e9s olyanok is, akik \u00fagy szint\u00e9n meg\u00e9rdemeln\u00e9k r\u00e9g\u00f3ta. Ebben az er\u0151s mez\u0151nyben top t\u00edzes \u2014 imm\u00e1r n\u00e1lam is ez a k\u00f6nyv.)<\/mark><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tetszett p\u00e9ld\u00e1ul az is, hogy a rem\u00e9nyvesztett helyzetekben k\u00e9pes v\u00e1ratlan d\u00f6nt\u00e9seket hozni. Ahogy \u00e9n is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Miut\u00e1n megsz\u0171nt az \u00e1ll\u00e1sa, egy kisv\u00e1rosba k\u00f6lt\u00f6z\u00f6tt \u2014 \u00fajrakezdeni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-left wp-block-paragraph\"><em><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-cyan-bluish-gray-color\">Ezt \u00fagy kell elk\u00e9pzelni, mintha p\u00e9ld\u00e1ul ha a divatos gy\u0151ri \u00e1ll\u00e1som (\u00e9s p\u00e1rkapcsolatom) ut\u00e1n Beretty\u00f3\u00fajfaluba k\u00f6lt\u00f6zn\u00e9k. Azt\u00e1n kider\u00fcl, hogy Beretty\u00f3\u00fajfalu j\u00f3 hely, j\u00f3 fej emberekkel.<\/mark><\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c9s ebben a kisv\u00e1rosban is mindennapos t\u00e9ma a p\u00e1rv\u00e1laszt\u00e1s. Nah, de ezen a ponton nem szeretn\u00e9m lel\u0151ni a po\u00e9nt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ink\u00e1bb azt f\u0171z\u00f6m hozz\u00e1, hogy tal\u00e1n \u00e9pp Beretty\u00f3\u00fajfalu az egyetlen telep\u00fcl\u00e9s, ahol m\u00e9g nem j\u00e1rtam. Viszont francia kisv\u00e1rosokban nagyon is sokat, \u00edgy bennem er\u0151s nosztalgi\u00e1t \u00e9bresztett ez az olvasm\u00e1ny.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Meg am\u00fagy a szerelmi sz\u00e1l is, a maga n\u00e9hol kisv\u00e1rosi, n\u00e9hol nagyon-nagyon romantikus hangulat\u00e1val: \u00e9rtem ezalatt, hogy magam is sokat cs\u00f3kol\u00f3ztam  m\u00e1r \ud83d\ude42 <br>olyan d\u00edszletek k\u00f6z\u00f6tt, amik egy meghitt turisztikai kiadv\u00e1ny lapjaira illen\u00e9nek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Furcsa lesz, de nekem az endometri\u00f3zis is ismer\u0151s t\u00e9ma. <br>El\u00e9gg\u00e9 \u0151rj\u00edt\u0151 \u00e9rz\u00e9s, amikor minden h\u00f3napban, egy el\u0151re j\u00f3l megj\u00f3solhat\u00f3 id\u0151pontban l\u00e1tod az im\u00e1dott hercegn\u0151det magzatp\u00f3zban gubbasztani; mik\u00f6zben a legkedvesebb szendvics\u00e9vel fonnyadtan k\u00faszol ki a k\u00fcsz\u00f6b alatt. <br>Nem az\u00e9rt lopakodom, mert kiab\u00e1lna , hanem az\u00e9rt, mert \u00e9pp arra sincs ereje, hogy szel\u00edden, a szok\u00e1sos barackte\u00e1t hi\u00e1nyolja.<br>Sz\u00f3val ahelyett, hogy ak\u00e1r csak egy sima l\u00e9legzetv\u00e9telemmel is felesleges energiapazarl\u00e1sra k\u00e9sztettem volna a kedvesemet, elkezdtem bele\u00e1sni magam a t\u00e9m\u00e1ba. <br>Azt\u00e1n egy h\u00f3nappal k\u00e9s\u0151bb ink\u00e1bb odas\u00fagtam neki: <br>\u201eFigyi, ha ez seg\u00edt rajtad, \u00e9n hajland\u00f3 vagyok lemondani a csal\u00e1dalap\u00edt\u00e1sr\u00f3l.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Cselekm\u00e9ny?<\/strong><br>Egy fiatal n\u0151 elveszti az \u00e1ll\u00e1s\u00e1t, a p\u00e1rkapcsolat\u00e1t. Egy kisv\u00e1rosba ker\u00fcl, ahol \u00fajradefini\u00e1lja \u00f6nmag\u00e1t, majd tal\u00e1lkozik f\u00e9rfiakkal, akik\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Szerepl\u0151k?<\/strong><br>Nem besz\u00e9lt\u00fcnk m\u00e9g a f\u0151b\u00e9rl\u0151r\u0151l, aki egy vak n\u0151, tele \u00e9letkedvvel. Tal\u00e1n \u0151 az, aki ir\u00e1nyt mutat a fiatal f\u0151h\u0151s\u00fcnknek. <br>Emellett p\u00e9ld\u00e1ul Ana\u00efs testv\u00e9re is felbukkan a k\u00f6nyvben. \u0150 az, aki a h\u00e9tk\u00f6znapi \u201eminta\u00e9letet\u201d mutatja be. <br>M\u00edg az id\u0151s h\u00f6lgy ink\u00e1bb egy igazi vil\u00e1gpolg\u00e1r. <br>Ana\u00efs \u2014 szerintem \u2014 e k\u00e9t minta k\u00f6z\u00f6tt f\u00e9l\u00faton keresi \u00f6nmag\u00e1t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Bonyodalom?<\/strong><br>J\u00f3, ez le\u00edrva roppant egyszer\u0171: egy ponton t\u00fal p\u00e9nzre lesz sz\u00fcks\u00e9ge az \u00e9letben marad\u00e1shoz. Noh, meg h\u00e1t k\u00f6zben bek\u00faszik a szerelmi sz\u00e1l is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A megold\u00e1s elmondva roppant sablonos: lesz p\u00e9nz, lesz p\u00e1rkapcsolat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Nekem \u00e9ppen az az \u00e9rdekes, ahogy le\u00edrja ezt a t\u00f6rt\u00e9netet: <\/strong><br>ahogy a csaj kim\u00e1szik a depresszi\u00f3b\u00f3l, majd szemben\u00e9z \u00f6nmag\u00e1val, melyek ut\u00e1n elszakad, majd \u00fajra felfedezi a saj\u00e1t csal\u00e1dj\u00e1t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h6 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong>Nekem egy olyan tanuls\u00e1gom van, amit a k\u00f6nyv egy pillanatig sem mond ki: <br>h\u0151s\u00fcnk val\u00f3j\u00e1ban sosincs egyed\u00fcl. <br>Arra kell r\u00e1\u00e9brednem, hogy val\u00f3j\u00e1ban az \u00e9letem f\u0151h\u0151se <br>egyetlen pillanatban sincs egyed\u00fcl\u2026<\/strong><\/h6>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Hurghada, 2026. 01. 11. Vas\u00e1rnap.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong>\u00c9lm\u00e9ny olvas\u00e1s k\u00f6zben: Sz\u00e9tt\u00f6rt helyeken<\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Hogyan lehet t\u00e1g\u00edtani a gondolati bubor\u00e9kokat?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ebben a k\u00f6nyvben, amit most olvasok, m\u00e1r a bevezet\u00e9sben megjelenik az endometri\u00f3zis fogalma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Az, hogy egy csajos t\u00e9m\u00e1kat tartalmaz\u00f3 k\u00f6nyvet olvasok, m\u00e1r nem meglep\u0151, hisz az irodalmat kedvel\u0151k szubkult\u00far\u00e1j\u00e1t nyolcvan sz\u00e1zal\u00e9kban n\u0151k alkotj\u00e1k. Teh\u00e1t b\u00e1rmilyen k\u00f6nyvet veszek a kezembe, az j\u00f3 es\u00e9llyel n\u0151kre c\u00e9loz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h6 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong>Na \u00e9s \u00e9ppen ez az egyik b\u00e1natom: <br>ha valami nem tud t\u00falmutatni \u00f6nmag\u00e1n, <br>ha valami nem tud \u00e1tl\u00e9pni saj\u00e1t \u00e1rny\u00e9k\u00e1n, <br>ha egy olvas\u00f3i klub csak a saj\u00e1t t\u00f6rzsv\u00e1s\u00e1rl\u00f3ira tud hat\u00e1ssal lenni, <br>akkor az a klub egyre jobban bez\u00e1r\u00f3dik, \u00e9s id\u0151vel zsugorodik.<\/strong><\/h6>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">J\u00f3magam sosem leszek \u00e9rintett az endometri\u00f3zisban, nekem sosem lesz f\u00e1jdalmas a menstru\u00e1ci\u00f3m \u2014 ez fizikai k\u00e9ptelens\u00e9g lenne \u2014, de volt lehet\u0151s\u00e9gem eg\u00e9szen k\u00f6zelr\u0151l figyelni annak nem kellemes m\u0171k\u00f6d\u00e9s\u00e9t&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A k\u00f6nyvben a szitu az, hogy a f\u0151n\u00f6knek fogalma sincs, mi\u00e9rt olyan neh\u00e9z az endometri\u00f3zis, \u00e9s mit lehetne m\u00e1sk\u00e9pp csin\u00e1lni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Azon gondolkodtam, mik\u00f6zben olvastam, hogy ezt a k\u00f6nyvet sem azok fogj\u00e1k olvasni, akik nem ismerik a fenti fogalmakat. Ezt sem azok fogj\u00e1k olvasni, akiknek kellene!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Azon gondolkodtam, vajon hogyan lehet \u00faj emberekkel megismertetni valami olyat, amir\u0151l eddig fogalmuk sem volt. Nem \u00e9rintettek, ez\u00e1ltal nem motiv\u00e1ltak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h6 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong>Hogyan lehetne a k\u00f6r\u00f6n k\u00edv\u00fclieket is c\u00e9lozni? <\/strong><br><strong>Hogyan lehet t\u00e1g\u00edtani a bubor\u00e9kot?<\/strong><\/h6>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Les-Baux-de-Provence, 2025. 03. 24.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Id\u00e9zetek a k\u00f6nyvb\u0151l<\/h1>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tudtam, hogy az egyetemi gondolkod\u00e1s elvonts\u00e1ga, a tud\u00e1s kedv\u00e9\u00e9rt megszerzett tud\u00e1s<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sz\u00edvesen lettem volna eleg\u00e1nsabb \u00e9s cs\u00e1bosabb, \u00e9s sz\u00edvesen lettem volna szebb. De fontosabbnak \u00e9reztem, hogy ne hazudjak..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00dagy t\u0171nik, el\u0151sz\u00f6r saj\u00e1t magunkat kell megszeretn\u00fcnk, hogy m\u00e1sok is megszeressenek. Azt hiszem, hogy ez nem olyan egyszer\u0171 \u2013 de nem is kegyetlen\u00fcl neh\u00e9z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Norm\u00e1lis-e, vagy ink\u00e1bb szomor\u00fa, net\u00e1n mindkett\u0151 egyszerre, hogy csak azt vessz\u00fck \u00e9szre, ami ideges\u00edt, ami v\u00f6r\u00f6sre d\u00f6rzs\u00f6li a b\u0151r\u00fcnket, \u00e9s m\u00e1r nem \u00e9rz\u00e9kelj\u00fck a gy\u00f6ng\u00e9ds\u00e9get?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nem akarok fantomm\u00e1 v\u00e1ltozni, aki a falak k\u00f6z\u00f6tt k\u00eds\u00e9rt, hiszen tudok \u00e9n k\u00eds\u00e9rteni \u00f6nmagamban is,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ahogy mondani szok\u00e1s, mindig a legr\u00f6videbb viccek a legjobbak,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A form\u00e1tlan t\u00e1sk\u00e1mban ott van minden, ami megmaradt az \u00e9letemb\u0151l \u2013 igaz\u00e1n nem sok egy embernek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Azut\u00e1n m\u00e9gis r\u00e1csukom az ajt\u00f3t az utols\u00f3 h\u00e1rom \u00e9vemre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mi\u00e9rt is pr\u00f3b\u00e1ln\u00e9k rendet tenni ott, ahol minden v\u00e9g\u00e9rv\u00e9nyesen \u00f6sszezavarodott?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">elk\u00e9pesztett: a rengeteg gazdagon tagozott p\u00e1rk\u00e1nyt \u00e9s \u00e9p\u00edtm\u00e9nyt eln\u00e9zve elt\u0171n\u0151dtem, mire j\u00f3 ez a r\u00e9szletgazdags\u00e1g, mi\u00e9rt szentelt valaki ennyi figyelmet egy \u00e9p\u00fcletnek, amelyet az\u00e9rt emeltek, hogy \u00e1thaladjanak rajta az emberek, egy olyan strukt\u00far\u00e1nak, amely az \u00e1tmenetis\u00e9gnek rendeltetett. Az \u00e9let nem telepszik be a vas\u00fati s\u00ednek k\u00f6z\u00e9<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">egy eg\u00e9szen m\u00e1s \u00e9let vonult el a szemem el\u0151tt \u2013 egy h\u00e1z, egy egyter\u0171 aut\u00f3, egy labrador. Nem tudtam, hogy s\u00edrjak, vagy nevessek. Ebb\u0151l a projektb\u0151l hi\u00e1nyzott a st\u00edlus, a sz\u00e9les l\u00e1t\u00f3k\u00f6r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">elneveti mag\u00e1t, \u00e9s ez a hang sz\u00e9t\u00e1rad bennem, mint az olvasztott arany.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Az ut\u00e1na mindig meg\u00e9ri a mostot. Igyekszem a mostban \u00e9lni, de amikor ez t\u00fal nehezen megy, az ut\u00e1n\u00e1ba kapaszkodom<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">csod\u00e1latos f\u00e9nyben f\u00fcrdik a hatalmas tet\u0151ablak miatt, amelybe h\u00e1l\u00f3 n\u00e9lk\u00fcl vetik bele magukat egy idej\u00e9tm\u00falt nap sugarai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Szabads\u00e1gra mentem \u00f6nmagamb\u00f3l \u00e9s a vil\u00e1gb\u00f3l<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A majdnem \u00fcres t\u00e1sk\u00e1m \u00e9s az \u00fcres sz\u00edvem bizony\u00edtja, hogy csak n\u00e9h\u00e1ny napra utaztam el,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">zsebre v\u00e1gom a mobilomat, a kezemet \u00e9s a l\u00e1tsz\u00f3lagos \u00f6nbecs\u00fcl\u00e9semet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Az \u00e9jszaka \u00e1tengedi a hely\u00e9t az es\u0151ben \u00e1z\u00f3 nappalnak, \u00e9s a k\u00e9t hal\u00e1nt\u00e9kom k\u00f6z\u00f6tt r\u00f6gt\u00f6n \u00e9bred\u00e9skor megsz\u00f3lal a migr\u00e9n pokoli dobsz\u00f3l\u00f3ja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c9s m\u00falik az id\u0151, neki siker\u00fclt a menek\u00fcl\u00e9s, a percek az \u00f6r\u00f6kre elveszett, elpazarolt id\u0151 t\u00f3cs\u00e1iban f\u00fcr\u00f6dnek, mialatt \u00e9n nem csin\u00e1ltam semmit, m\u00e9g csak nem is \u00e1lmodtam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ezeregy \u00e9letet \u00e9lt le az egyetlen \u00e9lete alatt, olyan rengeteg kalandja volt, hogy szinte belesz\u00e9d\u00fclt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">a cinizmusomat betolom egy sarokba<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">f\u00e1jdalommal, ami \u00edgy suttog a f\u00e9lhom\u00e1lyban: Nem volt sokkal jobb, amikor nem \u00e9rezt\u00e9l m\u00e1st, csak a csal\u00f3d\u00e1st, hogy te te vagy?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ahol olyan er\u0151s a szerelem, hogy f\u00e1jdalmat okoz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">De mit \u00e9r a szenved\u00e9ly, ha olyan nagyon f\u00e1zom, miut\u00e1n ellobbant a l\u00e1ng?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8212;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\"><em>H\u00e1t, mondjuk, mert gy\u00f6ny\u00f6r\u0171 az eml\u00e9ke. Az ember nap nap ut\u00e1n \u00fajra szerelmbe esik, amikor csak vissza id\u00e9zi.<\/em><\/mark><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00d6nk\u00e9ntelen\u00fcl is elmosolyodom, a sz\u00edvem \u00e9gett sebsz\u00e9leinek f\u00e1jdalma elcsillapul, m<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A r\u00e1m v\u00e1r\u00f3 v\u00e9ge\u00e9rhetetlen est\u00e9re gondolok, a hatalmas \u00e1gyra, \u00e9s a hidegre, amely valahogy mindig befurakszik a szob\u00e1ba a b\u00e1rsonyf\u00fcgg\u00f6ny m\u00f6g\u00fcl, \u00e9s r\u00e9mes karj\u00e1t a karomra vagy a nyakamra fekteti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c1m sz\u00e9p lassan megtanulom, hogy olykor er\u0151szakot kell tenni a term\u00e9szet\u00fcnk\u00f6n, mert csak \u00edgy \u00e9rhetj\u00fck el m\u00e1sokn\u00e1l, hogy hajland\u00f3k legyenek elviselni minket.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A csom\u00f3 m\u00e1r gordiuszira dagadt, \u00e9s sehol sem tal\u00e1lom a kardomat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">musz\u00e1j lesz v\u00e1lasztani. Megk\u00f6nnyebb\u00fcl\u00e9s vagy b\u0171ntudat: vagy az egyik, vagy a m\u00e1sik, egyszerre nem megy a kett\u0151. Ha v\u00e1lasztasz, a k\u00e9s\u0151bbiekben k\u00f6nnyebben hozol d\u00f6nt\u00e9seket, \u00e9s nem ideges\u00edtesz mindenkit a nyavalyg\u00e1soddal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A hallgat\u00e1sa meleg \u00e9s puha<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Visszanyelem a b\u00fcszkes\u00e9gemet: keser\u0171, mint az epe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">csak hogy ne bor\u00edtsam fel a tagad\u00e1s gy\u0171rt lapokb\u00f3l \u00e9p\u00fclt k\u00e1rtyav\u00e1r\u00e1t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Szeretem a szkeptikus ismeretleneket, akik ny\u00edltan kimutatj\u00e1k a gyanakv\u00e1sukat, nem viselnek hamisan udvarias, kisimult maszkot az arcukon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8212;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">Am\u00fagy az a cuki ebben a (szerintem) l\u00e1nyreg\u00e9nyben, hogy a f\u0151h\u0151s l\u00e1nnyal teljesen tudok azonosulni.<\/mark><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A puszijai igazi puszik, nem holmi m\u00e1solatok, l\u00e9gbe cuppantott ut\u00e1nzatok, amelyek csak a hideg leveg\u0151t \u00e9rinten\u00e9k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8212;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">Ah ezek a franci\u00e1k t\u00e9nyleg \u00edgy csin\u00e1lj\u00e1k !<\/mark><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Has\u00e1bokra v\u00e1gom a csendet, \u00e9s bedob\u00e1lom a has\u00e1bokat a k\u00e1dba, ahol mindent elmos a forr\u00f3 v\u00edz \u00e1radata, \u00e9s szikr\u00e1z\u00f3 hegyeket alkotnak a habf\u00fcrd\u0151 bubor\u00e9kjai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">be az ellenkez\u0151 ir\u00e1nyb\u00f3l egy m\u00e1sik szerelv\u00e9ny. Az \u00e9rkez\u0151 \u00e9s indul\u00f3 emberek t\u00f6meg\u00e9ben mintha teljesen egyed\u00fcl lenn\u00e9k a peron kell\u0151s k\u00f6zep\u00e9n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">abban az id\u0151tlens\u00e9gben, amelyet a vil\u00e1g \u00f6sszes p\u00e1lyaudvara \u00e1raszt, de legf\u0151k\u00e9pp a legfens\u00e9gesebbek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">akinek enyhe izzads\u00e1g- \u00e9s megk\u00f6nnyebb\u00fcl\u00e9sszaga van.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>milyen k\u00e1r, hogy nincs tank\u00f6nyv azok sz\u00e1m\u00e1ra, akik t\u00fal\u00e9ltek egy \u00f6ngyilkoss\u00e1gi k\u00eds\u00e9rletet!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">nyomomban kullog a lelkiismeret-furdal\u00e1s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">M\u00e9g alig bomladozik a tavasz, l\u00e1bujjhegyen oson fel\u00e9nk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Az utc\u00e1n k\u00f3borolunk, szinte semmit sem l\u00e1tunk magunk k\u00f6r\u00fcl, annyira elfoglal minket, hogy magunkba n\u00e9zz\u00fcnk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A csend hajsz\u00e1lreped\u00e9sei bet\u00f6ltik a leveg\u0151t,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">visszatarthatatlan zokog\u00e1shull\u00e1m, r\u00e1borulok Camille meg\u00e9rt\u0151 v\u00e1ll\u00e1ra. \u00c9s \u0151 ringatni kezd, el\u0151re, h\u00e1tra, \u00e9s a f\u00e9lelmem, a f\u00e1jdalmam, a boldogtalans\u00e1gom \u00f6rd\u00f6gi kering\u0151t lejt hirtelen \u00f6sszesz\u0171k\u00fclt bord\u00e1im k\u00f6z\u00f6tt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c9szre kellett volna vennem, hogy az ut\u00f3bbi h\u00f3napokban sokkal ritk\u00e1bban nevetett. De t\u00fals\u00e1gosan el voltam foglalva azzal, hogy a k\u00f6ld\u00f6k\u00f6met b\u00e1muljam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">nap m\u00e1r elkezdte lass\u00fa emelked\u00e9s\u00e9t a m\u00e9lyarany l\u00e1t\u00f3hat\u00e1r f\u00f6l\u00e9,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Cl\u00e9mentine fut\u00f3lag r\u00e1m pillant hihetetlen\u00fcl hossz\u00fa szempill\u00e1i al\u00f3l, nehezen tudom \u00e9rtelmezni, mit rejt ez a pillant\u00e1s. Sz\u00e1nalmat, r\u00e9szv\u00e9tet? Emp\u00e1ti\u00e1t, k\u00edv\u00e1ncsis\u00e1got? \u00dagy d\u00f6nt\u00f6k, f\u00fcty\u00fcl\u00f6k r\u00e1, ami a v\u00e1rtn\u00e1l kevesebb energi\u00e1t k\u00f6vetel t\u0151lem. Cl\u00e9mentine a kuk\u00e1ba dobja a gumikeszty\u0171t, csattanva \u00e9r az alj\u00e1ra. \u00c9s ekkor meghallom a zen\u00e9t, amely v\u00e9gig sz\u00f3lt a h\u00e1tt\u00e9rben az ittl\u00e9t\u00fcnk alatt, az \u00fczlet el\u0151ter\u00e9ben j\u00f6v\u0151-men\u0151 vend\u00e9geket, a vil\u00e1got, amely megy tov\u00e1bb a maga \u00fatj\u00e1n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A csukl\u00f3nk sav\u00f3t \u00e9s v\u00e9rt izzad a folpack alatt, mintha k\u00f6nnycseppek lenn\u00e9nek, amelyeket nem mert\u00fcnk els\u00edrni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8212;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">\u00e9pp egy tetov\u00e0l\u00e0bol jonnek.<\/mark><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nagyon tehets\u00e9gesen tudok hazudni \u00f6nmagamnak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">szinte elemelkedik a f\u00f6ldr\u0151l, ahogy kapkodja az \u00e9les t\u0151rk\u00e9nt d\u00f6fk\u00f6d\u0151 leveg\u0151t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">fele t\u00fcd\u0151kapacit\u00e1som H\u00e9monnal maradt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">H\u00e9mon, k\u00e9s\u0151bb r\u00e9sze lesz a szerelmi sz\u00e1lnak.<\/mark><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nem neked kell eld\u00f6ntened, hogy t\u00fal s\u00falyos terhet jelentesz-e a t\u00f6bbi ember sz\u00e1m\u00e1ra. Akik<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">m\u00e1r nincs sz\u00fcks\u00e9g arra, hogy elk\u00eds\u00e9rjem a p\u00e1lyaudvarra, csak k\u00e9t puszira; l\u00e1bujjhegyre \u00e1llok, \u0151 mosolyog, nem kell ide k\u00f6nnyes b\u00facs\u00fa, ingadoz\u00f3 test, reszket\u0151 sz\u00edv.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00e1tt\u00f6rt mint\u00e1s, kr\u00e9msz\u00edn\u0171 pul\u00f3ver alatt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8212;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">Ah pasi igy nem jellemez pulovert. Igaz\u00e0n felk\u00e9rhettek volna egy fi\u00f9 el\u0151 olvas\u00f3t is.<\/mark><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A s\u00fct\u0151 \u00e9lesen pittyegni kezd, \u00e1tsz\u00farva a csendbubor\u00e9kot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Felf\u00fcggeszt\u0151dik az id\u0151, egy borotvapenge \u00e9l\u00e9n egyens\u00falyoz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">a szavak egym\u00e1snak \u00fctk\u00f6znek a k\u00f6zt\u00fcnk l\u00e9v\u0151 l\u00e1thatatlan t\u00e9rben, a mondataink t\u00f6bbsz\u00f6r is \u00f6sszevegy\u00fclnek, a nevet\u00e9s\u00fcnk is \u00f6sszekoccan. Ana\u00efs megjegyz\u00e9seket f\u0171z a padl\u00f3n tornyosul\u00f3 k\u00f6nyvoszlopokhoz \u00e9s a k\u00f6nyvekt\u0151l<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Do I wanna know, if the feeling flows both ways?5 Borzalmas lett volna, ha \u00e9n tal\u00e1ltam volna ki az eg\u00e9szet, ha<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8212;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><mark style=\"background-color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0);\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\"><i>Ez nagy otlet!<\/i><\/mark><em><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">  T\u00e0ncolnak \u00e8s a dalsz\u00f6vegre a gondolataival felel.<\/mark><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kapkodva l\u00e9legz\u00fcnk, az ajkunk egym\u00e1st keresi \u00e9s meg is tal\u00e1lja a f\u00e9lhom\u00e1lyban, amely egym\u00e1sra z\u00e1rja a test\u00fcnket. Lass\u00edtva csap\u00f3dunk egym\u00e1snak \u2013 az el\u0151bb m\u00e9g ketten voltunk, \u00e9s egy pillanattal k\u00e9s\u0151bb m\u00e1r egyek vagyunk, egyazon visszafogotts\u00e1ggal, nehezen megf\u00e9kezett energi\u00e1val keress\u00fck az \u00e9rz\u00e9seket, \u00e9rint\u00e9seket, ujjaid hegy\u00e9vel meg\u00e9rinted a h\u00e1tamat, \u00e9s r\u00f6vidre z\u00e1rod az \u00e1ramk\u00f6r\u00f6ket, az \u00f6sszes emeleten kialszanak a f\u00e9nyek. Elektromos kis\u00fcl\u00e9s. Megp\u00f6rk\u00f6l\u0151d\u00f6m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8212;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">Igy is le lehet \u00edrni egy szeretkez\u00e8st<\/mark><\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c1ttetsz\u0151, foszforeszk\u00e1l\u00f3 b\u0151r\u00f6d dereng\u00e9s\u00e9ben ujjam hegy\u00e9vel k\u00f6vetem az anyajegyeid felrajzolta csillagk\u00e9peket. Lopva k\u00e9mlellek, mert f\u00e9lek, hogy a szememben \u00e9g\u0151 t\u0171z megr\u00e9m\u00edt. Meg akarom t\u00f6lteni veled a t\u00fcd\u0151met, a testem m\u00e9lyed\u00e9seit, majd szorosan lez\u00e1rt szemh\u00e9jaim alatt megjelen\u00edteni az \u00e1gyon v\u00e9gigny\u00fal\u00f3 testedet, meg akarlak tanulni k\u00edv\u00fclr\u0151l, \u00e9s felmondani t\u00e9ged minden egyes napon, amit a J\u00f3isten ad nek\u00fcnk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0)\" class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-cyan-blue-color\">Ez j\u00f3; a szerelmi sz\u00e1ln\u00e1l nem E\/1-ben besz\u00e9lget a k\u00f6ld\u00f6k\u00e9vel,  hanem, hab\u00e1r a fej\u00e9ben l\u00e9v\u0151 gondolatait halljuk, azokat m\u00e9gis Neki c\u00edmezi.<\/mark><\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Eddig felejteni akartam, de most eml\u00e9kezni akarok minden pillanatra,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elfullad\u00f3 hangod a basszusokhoz vegy\u00fcl, \u00e9s visszhangzik a falakon, ritmusra szeretlek t\u00e9ged. K\u00f6rmeid felsz\u00e1ntj\u00e1k a h\u00e1tamat, \u00e9s hozz\u00e1d horgonyoznak a viharban, tengerk\u00e9nt szeretlek t\u00e9ged. \u00d6sszefon\u00f3dott test\u00fcnk, elkall\u00f3dott lelked s\u00falya r\u00e1m nehezedik, a f\u00f6ldh\u00f6z szegez, hogy m\u00e9g er\u0151sebben szeresselek. Tested \u00edze ki\u00e9hezett nyelvem alatt: a s\u00f3 \u00e9s a v\u00edz, a m\u00e9z \u00e9s a leveg\u0151, a nap, szeretlek, mert nevetni akarok. Szeretlek v\u00e1gyom r\u00e1dszeretlek s\u00f3hajtokszeretlek el\u00e9lvezek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">m\u00e9g \u00e1lomba \u2013 \u00e9s egy takar\u00f3ba \u2013 burkol\u00f3zva; \u00e1t\u00f6lelt, arcomhoz szor\u00edtotta az arc\u00e1t, megcs\u00f3kolt. 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Unsaid<\/strong><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This contemporary French novel stayed with me less because of rankings and more because of how it feels: quiet, familiar, and oddly brave. Job loss, starting over in a small town, romance, and endometriosis all thread through it\u2014while I keep wondering who these stories actually reach. The biggest takeaway is the one the book never states out loud: the hero is never truly alone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\">English body text<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Reading experience: Broken Places<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I read this last spring. More precisely, I listened to it\u2014my \u201crobot lady\u201d read it to me while I was gardening.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Somewhere I found a top list of contemporary French novels published in Hungarian. The book was only a disappointment compared to that list. Otherwise, I followed the events with real enjoyment. I\u2019m glad I found it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">(On that list there were already Nobel Prize winners, and others who\u2014honestly\u2014have deserved it for a long time. In that strong field it still made the top ten for me\u2014now it has.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I liked, for example, that in hopeless situations she can make unexpected decisions. Like I do.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">After she loses her job, she moves to a small town\u2014to start over.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Picture it like this: as if after my trendy job in Gy\u0151r (and my relationship) I moved to Beretty\u00f3\u00fajfalu. Then it turns out Beretty\u00f3\u00fajfalu is a good place, with good people.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And in that small town, choosing a partner is also an everyday topic. But I don\u2019t want to spoil the twist here.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What I\u2019ll add instead is that Beretty\u00f3\u00fajfalu might be the only place I\u2019ve never been. French small towns, on the other hand\u2014I\u2019ve been to plenty, so this book stirred up a strong nostalgia in me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And the romance plot too, with its sometimes small-town, sometimes very-very romantic atmosphere: by that I mean I\u2019ve kissed girls a lot\u2014back in my previous life\u2014in settings that would fit perfectly on the pages of a cozy tourism brochure.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It may sound strange, but endometriosis is a familiar topic to me as well. It\u2019s a maddening feeling when, every month, at a perfectly predictable time, you watch your beloved princess curled up in the fetal position; while I crawl out from under the threshold with her favorite sandwich, already wilted. I\u2019m not sneaking because she\u2019s yelling, but because she doesn\u2019t even have the strength to gently miss the usual peach tea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So instead of forcing my partner into wasting energy\u2014if only by hearing me breathe\u2014I started digging into the topic. And a month later I whispered to her:<br>\u201cLook, if this helps you, I\u2019m willing to give up starting a family.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Plot?<br>A young woman loses her job and her relationship. She ends up in a small town, where she redefines herself, and then meets men who\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Characters?<br>We haven\u2019t even talked about the landlady yet\u2014a blind woman full of zest for life. Maybe she\u2019s the one who shows our young heroine a direction.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And Ana\u00efs\u2019s sibling appears too\u2014showing what an everyday \u201cmodel life\u201d looks like.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">While the older lady is more of a true citizen of the world.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ana\u00efs\u2014if you ask me\u2014searches for herself somewhere halfway between those two models.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Complication?<br>On paper it\u2019s very simple: at some point she needs money to survive. And meanwhile, the love story sneaks in too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The solution, told plainly, is clich\u00e9: there will be money, there will be a relationship.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What interests me is how the story is told: how the girl climbs out of depression, faces herself, breaks away\u2014and then rediscovers her own family.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I have a takeaway that the book never says for even a second: \u21d2 our hero is, in reality, never alone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I have to realize that the main character of my life isn\u2019t alone for a single moment\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Hurghada, 2026. 01. 11. Sunday.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>After-reading experience: Broken Places<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">How do you widen mental bubbles?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In the book I\u2019m reading now, the concept of endometriosis appears already in the introduction.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That I\u2019m reading a book with \u201cgirl topics\u201d isn\u2019t surprising anymore, since the literature-loving subculture is made up of about eighty percent women. So whatever book I pick up, chances are it\u2019s aiming at women.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And that is exactly one of my sorrows: if something can\u2019t go beyond itself, if it can\u2019t step over its own shadow\u2014if a reading club can only influence its own loyal base\u2014then that club closes in more and more, and eventually it shrinks.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I will never be directly affected by endometriosis; I will never have painful menstruation\u2014that would be physically impossible. But I had the chance to observe its unpleasant workings from very close up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In the book, the situation is that the boss has no idea why endometriosis is so hard, and what could be done differently.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And as I read, I kept thinking: this book won\u2019t be read by the people who don\u2019t know these concepts. It won\u2019t be read by the people who should!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I kept wondering how you can introduce something to new people\u2014something they\u2019ve never even heard of. They\u2019re not affected, and therefore not motivated.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">How could you reach the people outside the circle too? How can you widen the bubble?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Les-Baux-de-Provence, 2025. 03. 24.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong>Lieux bris\u00e9s : \u00e9largir la bulle, entendre l\u2019implicite<\/strong><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ce roman contemporain fran\u00e7ais m\u2019est rest\u00e9 moins pour son classement que pour son atmosph\u00e8re : famili\u00e8re, douce, et pourtant courageuse. Perte d\u2019emploi, nouveau d\u00e9part en petite ville, fil amoureux et endom\u00e9triose s\u2019y croisent \u2014 pendant que je me demande sans cesse qui lit vraiment ces histoires. Et la le\u00e7on la plus forte est peut-\u00eatre celle que le livre ne prononce jamais : l\u2019h\u00e9ro\u00efne n\u2019est, au fond, jamais seule.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Texte fran\u00e7ais<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Exp\u00e9rience de lecture : Lieux bris\u00e9s<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je l\u2019ai lu au printemps dernier. Plus exactement, je l\u2019ai \u00e9cout\u00e9 : ma \u00ab dame-robot \u00bb me le lisait pendant que je jardinai\u00ads.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">J\u2019avais trouv\u00e9 quelque part une liste des meilleurs romans fran\u00e7ais contemporains publi\u00e9s en hongrois. Le livre n\u2019a \u00e9t\u00e9 une d\u00e9ception qu\u2019au regard de cette liste. Sinon, j\u2019ai suivi les \u00e9v\u00e9nements avec plaisir. Je suis contente d\u2019\u00eatre tomb\u00e9e dessus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">(Sur cette liste, il y avait d\u00e9j\u00e0 des laur\u00e9ats du prix Nobel, et d\u2019autres qui le m\u00e9riteraient depuis longtemps. Dans un tel niveau, il est quand m\u00eame dans mon top dix \u2014 et d\u00e9sormais, clairement.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">J\u2019ai aim\u00e9, par exemple, qu\u2019en situation d\u00e9sesp\u00e9r\u00e9e, elle soit capable de d\u00e9cisions inattendues. Comme moi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Apr\u00e8s avoir perdu son emploi, elle d\u00e9m\u00e9nage dans une petite ville \u2014 pour recommencer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Imaginez : comme si, apr\u00e8s mon job \u00ab tendance \u00bb \u00e0 Gy\u0151r (et ma relation), je m\u2019installais \u00e0 Beretty\u00f3\u00fajfalu. Et puis je d\u00e9couvre que Beretty\u00f3\u00fajfalu est un bon endroit, avec des gens sympas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et dans cette petite ville, le choix d\u2019un partenaire reste un sujet de tous les jours. Mais \u00e0 ce stade, je ne veux pas \u00ab spoiler \u00bb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je pr\u00e9f\u00e8re ajouter ceci : Beretty\u00f3\u00fajfalu est peut-\u00eatre la seule ville o\u00f9 je ne suis jamais all\u00e9e. En revanche, des petites villes fran\u00e7aises, j\u2019en ai visit\u00e9 beaucoup \u2014 alors ce livre a r\u00e9veill\u00e9 en moi une nostalgie tr\u00e8s forte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et il y a aussi le fil amoureux, avec son ambiance parfois \u00ab petite ville \u00bb, parfois tr\u00e8s-tr\u00e8s romantique : je veux dire par l\u00e0 que j\u2019ai beaucoup embrass\u00e9 des filles \u2014 dans ma vie d\u2019avant \u2014 dans des d\u00e9cors qui iraient parfaitement sur les pages d\u2019une brochure touristique intimiste.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c7a va sembler \u00e9trange, mais l\u2019endom\u00e9triose est un sujet familier pour moi aussi. C\u2019est une sensation terriblement frustrante lorsque, chaque mois, \u00e0 une date parfaitement pr\u00e9visible, tu vois ta princesse ador\u00e9e recroquevill\u00e9e en position f\u0153tale ; pendant que je rampe hors du seuil avec son sandwich pr\u00e9f\u00e9r\u00e9, d\u00e9j\u00e0 tout fl\u00e9tri. Je ne me faufile pas parce qu\u2019elle crie, mais parce qu\u2019elle n\u2019a m\u00eame pas la force de r\u00e9clamer, doucement, le th\u00e9 \u00e0 la p\u00eache habituel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Alors, au lieu de la pousser \u00e0 gaspiller de l\u2019\u00e9nergie \u2014 ne serait-ce qu\u2019en entendant ma respiration \u2014, je me suis mise \u00e0 creuser le sujet. Et un mois plus tard, je lui ai souffl\u00e9 :<br>\u00ab \u00c9coute, si \u00e7a peut t\u2019aider, je suis pr\u00eate \u00e0 renoncer \u00e0 fonder une famille. \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Intrigue ?<br>Une jeune femme perd son travail et sa relation. 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Peut-\u00eatre est-ce elle qui montre une direction \u00e0 notre jeune h\u00e9ro\u00efne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et le\/la fr\u00e8re\/s\u0153ur d\u2019Ana\u00efs appara\u00eet aussi : celui\/celle qui incarne une \u00ab vie-mod\u00e8le \u00bb ordinaire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Alors que la dame \u00e2g\u00e9e est plut\u00f4t une v\u00e9ritable citoyenne du monde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ana\u00efs \u2014 \u00e0 mon avis \u2014 se cherche \u00e0 mi-chemin entre ces deux mod\u00e8les.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">N\u0153ud du probl\u00e8me ?<br>Dit comme \u00e7a, c\u2019est tr\u00e8s simple : \u00e0 partir d\u2019un moment, il lui faut de l\u2019argent pour survivre. Et puis, bien s\u00fbr, le fil amoureux se glisse aussi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">La solution, racont\u00e9e de fa\u00e7on brute, est clich\u00e9 : il y aura de l\u2019argent, il y aura une relation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ce qui m\u2019int\u00e9resse, c\u2019est la mani\u00e8re dont c\u2019est \u00e9crit : comment la fille sort de la d\u00e9pression, se confronte \u00e0 elle-m\u00eame, se d\u00e9tache \u2014 puis red\u00e9couvre sa propre famille.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">J\u2019en tire une le\u00e7on que le livre ne prononce jamais : \u21d2 au fond, l\u2019h\u00e9ro\u00efne n\u2019est jamais seule.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je dois r\u00e9aliser que, dans ma propre vie, le personnage principal n\u2019est seul \u00e0 aucun moment\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Hurghada, 2026. 01. 11. Dimanche.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Apr\u00e8s la lecture : Lieux bris\u00e9s<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Comment \u00e9largir les bulles de pens\u00e9e ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Dans le livre que je lis en ce moment, la notion d\u2019endom\u00e9triose appara\u00eet d\u00e8s l\u2019introduction.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Le fait que je lise un livre avec des \u00ab sujets de filles \u00bb ne m\u2019\u00e9tonne plus : la sous-culture des amateurs de litt\u00e9rature est compos\u00e9e \u00e0 quatre-vingts pour cent de femmes. Donc, quel que soit le livre que je prends, il vise tr\u00e8s probablement les femmes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et c\u2019est pr\u00e9cis\u00e9ment l\u2019un de mes chagrins : si quelque chose ne peut pas d\u00e9passer ce qu\u2019il est, s\u2019il ne peut pas franchir sa propre ombre \u2014 si un club de lecture ne peut influencer que ses acheteurs fid\u00e8les \u2014, alors ce club se referme de plus en plus, et finit par r\u00e9tr\u00e9cir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je ne serai jamais directement concern\u00e9e par l\u2019endom\u00e9triose ; je n\u2019aurai jamais de r\u00e8gles douloureuses \u2014 ce serait physiquement impossible. Mais j\u2019ai eu l\u2019occasion d\u2019observer de tr\u00e8s pr\u00e8s son fonctionnement peu agr\u00e9able.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Dans le livre, la situation est que le patron n\u2019a aucune id\u00e9e de ce qui rend l\u2019endom\u00e9triose si difficile, ni de ce qu\u2019on pourrait faire autrement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et en lisant, je pensais : ce livre ne sera pas lu par ceux qui ne connaissent pas ces notions. Il ne sera pas lu par ceux qui en auraient besoin !<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je me demandais comment faire d\u00e9couvrir \u00e0 de nouvelles personnes quelque chose dont elles n\u2019ont jamais entendu parler. Elles ne sont pas concern\u00e9es, donc pas motiv\u00e9es.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Comment viser aussi ceux qui sont hors du cercle ? Comment \u00e9largir la bulle ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Les Baux-de-Provence, 2025. 03. 24.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A t\u00f6rt\u00e9netben munkaveszt\u00e9s, \u00fajrakezd\u00e9s, szerelem \u00e9s endometri\u00f3zis is felbukkan \u2014 \u00e9s k\u00f6zben azon kapom magam, hogy a saj\u00e1t bubor\u00e9kaink hat\u00e1rait m\u00e9regetem. 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