2024. 25 May. Saturday. It’s half past one in the morning and I’m not sleepy. Today there was work, there were guests. Today, there may be a profit to be made. I was tired in the afternoon, which is normal when you work. I came out of the kitchen at eleven in the evening. I didn’t have a bad day, I didn’t have a good day. I resigned myself to kitchen work. The fact that I realised during the winter that I have a better feel for the technical part and horticulture is my problem. Last year I was hired as a kitchen assistant. I was not a bad kitchen assistant. So, I’m not stupid. I can do the kitchen work again this year. I have to learn a lot to move forward.